You've got me smiling in my dreams

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I feel like crying. Everything is breaking down on me right at this moment. I feel alone. I want him to be here and i don't even know why. I don't even know him that much but i miss him. He makes me happy and i need this. I need him, not my friends. Why is that?

Here's a tag thanks to @cds-and-stilettos

1. Full name:
Judith (won't tell you my second name) Hintzen
 
2. Three fears:
Losing my loved ones, not reaching anything in life, oral examinations
 
3. Four turn-ons:
Good music taste, Brown Hair, Eyes in general and uhm athletic guys
 
4. Four turn-offs:
Being mean, smellyness, guys that plug their eyebrows too much and just look too female and short guys
 
5. My best friend:
Julia, Johanna, Nina, Heike and my brother
 
6. How tall I am:
5'4"
 
7. What time I was born:
9.44 pm
 
8. Favorite colour:
Red, Jeansblue, military green
 
9. Favourite quote:
"What they don’t understand about birthdays and what they never tell you is that when you’re eleven, you’re also ten, and nine, and eight, and seven, and six, and five, and four, and three, and two, and one. And when you wake up on your eleventh birthday you expect to feel eleven, but you don’t. You open your eyes and everything’s just like yesterday, only it’s today. And you don’t feel eleven at all. You feel like you’re still ten. And you are — underneath the year that makes you eleven.
 
Like some days you might say something stupid, and that’s the part of you that’s still ten. Or maybe some days you might need to sit on your mama’s lap because you’re scared, and that’s the part of you that’s five. And maybe one day when you’re all grown up maybe you will need to cry like if you’re three, and that’s okay. That’s what I tell Mama when she’s sad and needs to cry. Maybe she’s feeling three.
 
Because the way you grow old is kind of like an onion or like the rings inside a tree trunk or like my little wooden dolls that fit one inside the other, each year inside the next one. That’s how being eleven years old is." - Sandra Cisneros
 
10. Favourite food:
Everything
 
11. What I am listening to right now:
Humdrum Town - Theophilus London
 
12. Eye color:
Light Blue
 
13. Hair colour:
Kind of blonde kind of brown kind of ginger?!?!
 
14. Favourite song:
You just can't ask someone for their only favourite song?! but i can name some of my favourite artists: Macklemore, Coldplay, Ed Sheeran, The Fray, Cro, Ben Howard, Mumford and Sons, James Arthur, Hoodie Allen and Justin Timberlake
 
15. My nicknames:
Ju, Judi, Julchen
 
16: Favourite animal:
Cats, Foxes, Dogs
 
17: My favourite ice cream:
Any berry and Stracciatella
 
18. Describe your first kiss:
I don't remember my first kiss sorry but here's the first real one i can remember: It wasn't something special, we we're both drunk on New Year's Eve. We kissed. And that's about it. To be honest i really prefer that because if i would have wanted it to be special i could have waited forever. And it just felt right so.
 
I'll tag:
@angelchen
@garlic-vo
@la-vie-en-rose
@urva

50 films to see before you die
29. Dirty Dancing (1987)